26 Ekim 2009 Pazartesi

Starlight


Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die


Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations


Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die


24 Ekim 2009 Cumartesi

14 Ekim 2009 Çarşamba

Wednesday



Marhaba!
I decided to write 'Hello' in different languages,everyday.
Unlike yesterday, I'm going to talk optimistically today. My sketch-book is lost!
So I used my calender as a third grader art book. I drew every single thing that's on my mind and it was pretty successful.
Today, today was today. Nothing special.
The photos above and below are the ones I took as soon as I get home, the sunset was beyond belief!
Since my favorite color shifts day by day,today's is orange.
Enjoy





13 Ekim 2009 Salı

Tuesday




Hola! Como Estas?
Unlike the other weekdays, I felt terribly exhausted today. In the last two lessons of school, I couldn't hear the woman, understand the situation or re
ad something.
I came home, dreaming about the pillow all the way between school and home.
I came home, at 5, I slept til' 9.
Now, I'm here.
The TV is on and there's that odd tv show on mtv. A guy and a woman are in bed, they have comput(AHH,I ALMOST KILLED THAT FLY!)ers
in front of them, doing nothing.
I can't concentrate. I got surrounded by flies and mosquitos-mosquitoes?
English teacher had that new seating plan.
I am sitting in the back with the most warned stu
dent in the class.
We ate kinder chocolates!
I have no idea what the lesson was all about.
I never had.

New Photography 2009-MoMA






New Photography 2009 is a thematic presentation of significant recent work in photography that examines and expands the conventional definitions of the medium. Although the six artists in this installation—Walead Beshty, Daniel Gordon, Leslie Hewitt, Carter Mull, Sterling Ruby, and Sara VanDerBeek—represent diverse points of view, working methods, and pictorial modes ranging from abstract to representational, their images all begin in the studio or the darkroom and result from processes involving collection, assembly, and manipulation. Many of the works are made with everyday materials and objects, as well as images from the Internet, magazines, newspapers, and books. Some of the artists also work in other mediums and their pictures relate to disciplines such as drawing, sculpture, and installation. As traditional photographic techniques are being quickly replaced by digital technologies, the artists included here examine the process and structure of making photographs



12 Ekim 2009 Pazartesi

Bangkok-my next destination


Why are these lights so bright?


Date: 1/31/2009

Time: 11:45:13 PM
Vegas is cold. It was actually. I walked all the way between stratosphere tower to the MGM grand. It took me 3 hours to walk one way. I stopped by almost every hotel. I took around 1,100 pictures. I was alone so I don't have any pictures of myself, I was just too scary to ask someone a favor. Can you take my picture please? No. The heavy canon was 3 days-old so I was scared to give it to someone. I have some pictures taken by timer though! (Blurred) Walking 7 miles in just 3 hours made my blisters 'happy' they were so happy that I had to call my brother Can who was sick that day. I used 50 cents to use the phone of Wynn. I was waiting him alone. Almost 100 cars like our black-forgotten brand- passed in front of me.That's all.
Vegas






I follow you in the dark




Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Monday

I just finished listening the song 'Monday' by Carlo Dall'Anese. It's sunny but cloudy inside! Today, I took an English exam which KILLED my appetite. I really am going to report exam schedule makers- It has to be after the lunch! Despite the fact that I can puke?!
It was all about poems
and
it
was
exhausting.
We have an English teacher with bad attitude, confusing accent.
She turns the fan on even it's -20 degree celcius outside.
I need a holiday.
Indeed,
I want to go tour middle east!
I really don't know why?
But there's many things to study for math
I know why, for sat, psat, lsat, gsat, csat, esat and all other letters completing sat.
And after that?
TTYL